You're The Voice I Hear Inside My Head.

"Situations are irrelevant now. She loves the way that I tease. I love the way that she breathes." were the words that suddenly woke me up.
I jumped and reached for my cellphone on the nightstand.

Once I had the phone in my hand, I brought it closer to my eyes to read the screen.

" ;) calling" read the screen.

"Hello?" I said very sleepily.

"Maria, what the hell? I've been texting you for the past few hours. What's wrong?" She asked.

I sighed, "Addie, I don't wanna move. And sorry about the texts... I sorta fell asleep."
I sat up a bit more and let my eyes scan my clock. It was now 4:30 pm. I'd slept for about five hours.

"Ohh, well if you fell asleep then that's alright. And you're gonna have to move no matter what, love. So you can't try to change that." She sighed.
Tears were now welling up in my eyes. She was so understanding and sweet. This was one of the many reasons that she's my best friend.

I would die without her.... I'm going to die without her now.

I took a deep breath to calm down and to hopefully not get me crying again.

"I know. I just wish that I were two years older, so that I could make my own decisions instead of letting this monster control my whole life. Oh, and did I mention that she won't let me see Matt at all?!" I said.

"What?!" I could imagine her facial expression.

"Yeah. She told me she'd kill me even if I tried talking to him." I groaned and moved my body so that my back was being supported by the headboard.
"Your mom needs ALOT of help. What teenage girl can't see their boyfriend on their lats weekend in town?" she sounded pissed, probably more pissed than I was.

"Yeah, but I text messaged Matt earlier and I'm supposed to talk to him sometime tonight and see what we're doing. I don't care what this bitch says, I'm sneaking out and goign to stay with him tonight." I smiled.
Tonight would be our last night together. DO you honestly think I had nothing in mind or planned?
"Oooh la laa. DOn't have too much fun. And we're stull on for tomorrow biatch." she said cheerfully.

"Oh yes. Party then sleepover. I just gotta be home by 2 pm on Sunday because that's when we're leaving." I frowned.
"Okay, that's fine. But um, I'm sorry but I gotta get ready to go to work now, Maria. So I'll talk to you tomorrow." She said.

"Alright have fun working." I laughed lightly.

"Oh we both know who's gonna be having the most fun." She laughed.

"Haha, funny. Kay I love you." I managed to say in between laughs.
"Love ya too. Byeee." She sounded a bit too cheery now.

"Byee." I closed my flip phone, ending the call.

Once the phone was closed, I opened it back up and it indicated that I had a few text messages and a few missed calls.
The text messages were all from Adeline and the missed calls were from both Adeline and Matt.
I deleted all of the messages from Addie and disregarded her calls. I then pushed the call back button to call back Matt.
It rang twice before I heard the voice that still gave me the butterflies.

"Hey baby. How are you?" he asked.

My heart began racing. He and I both knew how crazy 'baby' made me feel. He only did it to tease me.

"Hey lover. I'm doing alright. I fell asleep so that's why I didn't get your call. How're you?" I asked, gidgeting with my necklace.
"I'm a bit lonely, but I'll deal and that's alright. I either figured your mother was lecturing you again or you were doing something else." He said.

He sounded bummed down. Probably because he knew that we wouldn't be able to get together at all.
But little did he know that I was packing my overnight bag as we were talking.

"Aw, well you won't be lonely for long. You busy?" i asked, getting the last items that I needed inside my little backpack.

"No, why?" he asked curiously.

"You think you could come and give me a rude to this amazing guy's house?" I asked playfully.

"What? What guy?" He asked, getting all defensive.
I laughed, "Matt, you're too funny. But I love you. Your house, silly."

He laughed lightly, "Oh. But your mom gave me a call today and said if I even so much as think of you- I'm a dead man."

"Ugh, that bitch. I don't care what she says. I wanna stay with you one last time. So please come pick me up?" I asked getting on my sweater and made my way to the bathroom to quickly check how my hair looked.

"Anything for you, baby. I'll be there in five minutes. Be ready." he smiled, or at least that's what it sounded like.
"Already am. I'll be waiting." I smiled.
"Bye." he said so calmly and I repeated.
I put my phone in my back right pocket and brushed my hair so it would look semi-normal.

I then threw my backpack over my shoulders and made my wy downstairs to see where the devil herself was.
"Mom?" I called out.
No answer.

I then listened carefully.
A car was leaving. Ha.
But just then the front door opened.
"Maria? Maria, it's Lucy." she called out.
Great. Babysitter.
I walked over to her.
"Hey Maria. You look good. How have you been?" this middle aged Mexican woman asked.
"Thanks and I've been alright. Just lonely because my mother won't let me see my boyfriend at all. But Lucy, I'm going for a walk so I'll be in soon." I said and practically ran out of the house.
Byt the time I was outside, I could see Matt's car pulling up.
I quickly got in his car and greeted him with a kiss.

"I missed seeing you." I said to him, just taking a good look at him.

We shared eye contact for a few seconds, "I missed seeing your beautiful face."
I smiled and put on my seatbelt while he put the car back in drive and drove off.

"You know Maria..." He started.
I turned my head to look at him, "Yes?"
His loving, deep blue eyes looked into my rich brown eyes, and he grabbed my hand and brought it to his mouth, "I love you, so much baby. I'm gonna really miss you."
A soft, warm kiss was planted on the back of my hand.

A shock of excitement ran through my body, "Matt, I love you with all my heart. I'm going to miss you with every drop of blood in my body."
He smiled at me and let my hand go, "Promise me something?"
I smiled back and looked at him again, "What?"

"Promise me you'll never forget me?"

haha, I love you guys so much that I put a little cliffhanger in.
Man, I missed writing.
This fanfic will probably get an update once a week or once every two weeks depending on how much work at school I need to get done.
Thank you for reading =]!

and *cough*, if youre wondering. Expect some AllTimeLow ;] during this fanfic.
Enjoy :)