I'm done with this.
I'm saying goodbye to Buzznet.
It hurts too much to come onto this site anymore.
Dec 24, 2006.
I met this amazing girl on here.
She changed me alot.
She saved my life.
She was everything I wanted.
But obviously, she'd never be mine.
But oh well. Opportunities come and go.
And I was a terrible best friend.
I gave up our friendship because I was jealous.
I told myself I wouldn't become jealous and fuck things up.
But thats what you get when you let your heart win; right?
I'm barely getting by.
Each day, each second- it gets traveled back to how things used to be.
Best Friends Forever.
Watch how you say it.
Fate may just come and bite you in the ass.
There isn't one day that I don't break down and start crying because I wish things would have gone different.
Everything happens for a reason.
I just don't know why this happened.
Goodbye.
I'm so sure a few people will read this; and not believe one word.
But I speak honesty.
Nothing less.
Go ahead, talk shit.
Dont care.
I'd probably ignore this comment too.
But
Thankyou for mentioning me.
It's nice to know that I thought I had a bestfriend who didn't feel the same way for me.
But whatever
People are people
you probly wont read it cos its from me,
but tbh get a grip brina
because i got the girl u wanted, because i started to come frist in her life.
look, its love, i know its something u can never understand but yes.
get a grip
u rely do sound like a stalker
and hunni, thats what you are.
THAT was uncalled for.
please dont delete buzznet, there are others who will miss you heaps on here.
dont worry about a few people who are just being difficult.
please dont :(
also i believe you.........
buzznet can be cruel and sometimes i just hate it.
so i understand if your leaving.
i lost my best friend and we never spoke to each other for a while but now we're at least speaking to each other..
im not saying thats whats gonna happen.
i wish you the best .
we can still talk though right? will you still be on myspace //etc,,
I'm struggling with my best friend now to and have other issues
But I read this and I cared!
Many people on buzznet are cruel but thats how people/life is.
But the comments up there....
They shouldn't of commented, its not really nice...
But please... if they did this to you, are they really your friends?
Don't leave because of people!
Because even more will miss you :(
so shut ur little emo mouth, and stay the hell out of it,
god.
Okay first off, you act like I was out to destroy yours and Rachels lives.
ALL i said was that I didn't think I'd want to go see her after I graduated. Everyone made it SUCH a big deal. I dont understand why. We BOTH knew that yours and her plans would overtake mine and hers. You would have won either way. What you need to do, is stop being so bitchy to me, because I havent done anything wrong to you. I NEVER tried to split you two up, I NEVER talked shit about any of you! So I really dont see why you make it such a big deal.
Its over. Finished.
So your comments aren't needed. At all.
I want you two to be happy together forever.
If I was really cruel and selfish, I'd be talking shit about you and her and want you two dead.
But no. I dont want that. At all.
Nicole, I know we've had our differences. But seriously, telling people off isn't the way to go either.
You got her. So just chill the fuck out. And if you need to be calling me names, then you really should grow up. Because THAT isn't the right way to go. For people to take you seriously, you need to approach situations with a tight lip. Not let it all go off.
Okay Cherise. You were a CLOSE friend of mine. I only had ONE friggen best friend. I'm sorry. But thats my choice. I dont like trusting more than one person WITH EVERY detail. You were an amazing friend and I was a shitty friend. Alright? I do realize that. But also, you were the one that kept telling me to tell rachel about my plans of not going over to England. THEN when I told her, you were talking shit ABOUT ME. What kind of friend does that? I talked to you daily, I gave you advice, I listened. I dont know what else you wanted from me. I'm sorry that things didn't work out great; but life is tough.
Plus, maybe we werent going to stay friends because you deserve BETTER friends? Think of that ever? >.
Look, I'm in no way mad at anyone. I'm to blame.
I UNDERSTAND THAT
So if youre going to comment me and tell me that *I* was wrong, I ALREADY KNOW THAT.
Just keep your comments to yourself.
The one person I wanted to read this the most, probably didn't even read it at all..
But its cool. We can never go back to the past.
Never.
I wish you all fellow Buzzneters a lovely life.
I wish you get everything you want from this life. Make the best out of each day. And never let anyone tell you that youre not good enough.
If you have a dream; pursue it.
Because you will never know until you try.
Goodbye.
i love nicole.
and cherise is my best friend.
you made big mistakes.
i dont like being treated like an object
and it was the 24th we started talking
not 25th.
fucking tramp.
all ur comments to me and ur say u didnt try to distory me and rachel?!
you fucking told me to leave cos she 'didnt need me' such a lie
she didnt need you!
you were the seflish bitch.
i dont need to grow up yet.
you do
I'll miss you.
i believe everything that you wrote; not because i think that it was your fault
but because i know how fucking screwed up life is.
if i could fix it and make everything better i would
and if you ever need cheering up; you have my myspace
just about the same thing right now.
Letting go, was the best choice.
Nicole was immature.
Rachel was the one who wasnt a good friend.
And Im sorry that it ended so badly.
But u were right.
Everything happens for a reason.
Our fighting happens for a reason.
To give us a break.
We need to stop being friends, and start being cousins.
Because I do love you and miss u..
but obviously, friends isnt the right road for us.
we've shown eachother that one.